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Can't focus on anything in class today, which is probably due to last night. Not sure what the hell possesse me to write those emails to Mike, especially considering I know he's kissing around, but then, I don't know, maybe that doesn't matter. We're friends and he seems easy going, so I don't think we'll stop being friends, even if we stop, well, whatever we're doing.

Last night was good though. I think he's getting me over some of my issues, whish is good, and giving me lessons in stuff like handjobs and crap. God, his mouth on my dick last night - that's an image that'll keep me company in the shower for a few weeks.

Need to figure out something to do for his birthday. Even if I just want to let him take the lead tonight out under the stars, that's a bit selfish.
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